This is why we can't have nice things!!

this is my art blog, I might post pics of my cats too. I don't know what I'm doing

Smile!

Planning on making some masks for $10 each. this is a potential design.


We in Florida

So its been a couple opf months!! starting to come back slowly

So good news is that we got to Florida. we are staying with family for the time being and really trying to get our life back on track.

the bad news is that its very slow going. my DL expired, and I cant drive deliveries anymore, and all DMVs are shut down due to Covid19. Court is also having trouble finding work. its been a struggle but we are in a better enviroment.

we've taken up magnet fishing, we can stay far away from anyone and it helps with our mental health, plus we started losing a little weight too. 'll have to post some videos/pics of that later. in the mean time have some art.


Omg i got a car!

So weve been living in temporary housing and/or out of my jeep. Living in the jeep fucking sucks because its a soft top and wouldnt keep warm. So we were able to find place to finance us even if the apr is high. Got us a really cute Honda CR-Z. Its so good with gas, ive signed up with postmates and waiting on interviews/responses from several other food delivery services. So even if we are living out of the car again, we wont be out of work. Out home just comes with us lol. Maybe well finally get the fuck out of California now. Just need to sell the jeep and we gone!


Mod Frogs - Kipo Fan Art

Just finished Kipo and the age of wonderbeasts with the gf and loved everything about it. so I needed to draw some art of the characters. hopfully this is just the beginning.

there is also a video of the process sped up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mm5_eVwmDyE


LOOKING FOR ARTISTS TO FOLLOW

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Like or reblog this post if you're an artist! I'll follow you!


BnB - The Lonely Bard

It feels great to be making art again, Ive been struggling with finding a home for a few months and having some place to sit down and actually draw feels amazing. so for the time being, im going to try and do as much art as possible and also start something that I hope will eventually bring in some money in the future. I have started recording my art sessions and uploading them to youtube.

here is the video playlist for this character. my first recording and attempt at editing. I will eventually try to get the time way down on them, so I suggest watching it at 2x speed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFR3_IWZKQo&list=PLWST_4xSa9QWv_Yg-E3CBBr7cbVeSDu2s


WIP

just something ive been working on for a couple days. real slow but its something :D


I think I could cry

I just got dental insurance for the first time in nearly 10 years, i have so much work to get done but I can finally start the process to get my shit fixed. just hopefully it doesnt take longer than a few months to get seen ;_;


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The moment I start crying, both cats, and one who highly dislikes the other, will be right beside me. putting aside differences to comfort me.

so now she's on my lap and hes snuggled to my right. their faces only inches away from each other and both at peace why im in distress.

I hope they know how much I love them ;_;


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and the moment I calm down. she swats him -_-


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ok so i’m at a college campus to register for freshman year (woo!) and there was just,,,, a guy laying on the side of a fountain??


katiebirdie -

i asked him if he was ok and he told me he was just getting some sun. alright.


nextjenn -

gotta get that vitamine D, son! I can relate to this so hard rn

this was me after 3 straight days of staying in a dark room studying/getting ready for finals.


The moment I start crying, both cats, and one who highly dislikes the other, will be right beside me. putting aside differences to comfort me.

so now she's on my lap and hes snuggled to my right. their faces only inches away from each other and both at peace why im in distress.

I hope they know how much I love them ;_;


Been trying

So ive been extremely tired and depressed lately, and while I have clinical depression this has been way worse than usual. I finally was able to see the doctors and found out I have very low vitamine D, and from what Ive found out this itsself can cause depression, so im starting on some medication to help bring it back up.

im pretty sure my living/working situation isnt helping, my GF and I are shoved into a tiny dark corner all day, the light cant reach us and im here basically 24/7 so im gonna start dragging myself out into the sun a couple times a day for a walk.

lets hope this gets me back into a good spot to start art again, i miss it, but i just cant bring myself to even sketch


My cat is being creepy


Came accross this while out running errands today XD


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So something feels wrong

nextjenn -

CW: for animal abuse, animal death and gore

im feeling really uneasy right now

So last night my Girlfriend and I were going for a walk, we usually do these each evening and mornings. but last night we found a dead cat, now there are feral cats all around the area, so seeing a cat that's been hit or died from a fight with another cat or coyote isn't too rare, but still uncommon.

but there was something off about how this one was laying and what was going on, i'm not an expert or anything, but it almost looked like it had been poisoned. the way it was laying ( like it just collapsed ), no visible injuries, it was pretty young and foaming around the mouth. anyways it broke our heart but ultimately we left it alone, the neighborhood gets cleaned regularly so when we walked this morning and we saw it was gone it wasn't a surprise.

but when we get ready to go run errands for the day, we walk out to our car and the cat is laying directly behind it (we are positive it's the same one, exact same markings) where I would have to roll over it. now whether it was moved there by nature ( maybe a coyote came along and picked it up ) or some sicko did it, its now my problem apparently , but it was much more mutilated since last night, I'm looking up numbers to call to have this type of thing picked up, but we also noticed some stuff that was outside beside the house was gone through and some boxes ( just used to hold some grungry cleaning supplies and gardening tools ) where missing. and the most disturbing thing is that there are very large footprints on boxes placed under the high windows, like someone's trying to peak in. we pared it with a shoe from her dad ( he has the biggest feet in the household ) and its way bigger than his. so we are officially freaked.

almost feels like the beginning of a horror film where the victims are fucked with before killed.


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well crap, the LA bureau of sanitation doesn't reach where we are living and all the places that do dead animal pick up need you to pay for the service, and I'm broke as a joke. I need to call the landlord and have him get the poor thing removed, but the fuck never answers or responds to anyone, so that could be days before he attempts to call. I can't bury it :( there not place to do so, and I doubt my neighbors would appreciate a funerary pyre. I'm gonna look around if any humane centers or animal shelters allow you to drop of deceased free of charge. but thats my last option I think, unless anyone has any ideas how I can dispose of it properly.


So something feels wrong

CW: for animal abuse, animal death and gore

im feeling really uneasy right now

So last night my Girlfriend and I were going for a walk, we usually do these each evening and mornings. but last night we found a dead cat, now there are feral cats all around the area, so seeing a cat that's been hit or died from a fight with another cat or coyote isn't too rare, but still uncommon.

but there was something off about how this one was laying and what was going on, i'm not an expert or anything, but it almost looked like it had been poisoned. the way it was laying ( like it just collapsed ), no visible injuries, it was pretty young and foaming around the mouth. anyways it broke our heart but ultimately we left it alone, the neighborhood gets cleaned regularly so when we walked this morning and we saw it was gone it wasn't a surprise.

but when we get ready to go run errands for the day, we walk out to our car and the cat is laying directly behind it (we are positive it's the same one, exact same markings) where I would have to roll over it. now whether it was moved there by nature ( maybe a coyote came along and picked it up ) or some sicko did it, its now my problem apparently , but it was much more mutilated since last night, I'm looking up numbers to call to have this type of thing picked up, but we also noticed some stuff that was outside beside the house was gone through and some boxes ( just used to hold some grungry cleaning supplies and gardening tools ) where missing. and the most disturbing thing is that there are very large footprints on boxes placed under the high windows, like someone's trying to peak in. we pared it with a shoe from her dad ( he has the biggest feet in the household ) and its way bigger than his. so we are officially freaked.

almost feels like the beginning of a horror film where the victims are fucked with before killed.


nextjenn -

A part of my job description should be "battling sdfjkgnsd the cat for control snklfas of the keyboard" dsbkhafdffffffffffffffffffff


babushka -

"Sdfjkgnsd the cat" sounds like a solid cat name tbh.


nextjenn -

Youre not wrong

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A part of my job description should be "battling sdfjkgnsd the cat for control snklfas of the keyboard" dsbkhafdffffffffffffffffffff


Started watching The Dragon Prince season 2 and omg LESBIAN QUEENS also if General Amaya isnt gay I will eat my foot!

but the animation got like, 1000% better this time around. im guessing they had a bigger budget and could afford to render some more frames XD


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@moon i know this wasn't intentional but this reads like you finally decided "fuck society" and did a crime and then got arrested immediately


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Please help me post bail i punched a cop they didnt like that very much


When you want to start making Lets Plays but you hate the way you look and sound so much that editing them makes you cringe!!


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GF came home from work and we got food and sat down for a movie before bed, I choose a horror film and seeing as she usually hate these films she was amazing and brave and watched with me anyways.... then after the film she informs me I need to get another girlfriend.


nextjenn -

but not like, breaking up with me get another girlfriend. like, get a second gf just for horror films


GF came home from work and we got food and sat down for a movie before bed, I choose a horror film and seeing as she usually hate these films she was amazing and brave and watched with me anyways.... then after the film she informs me I need to get another girlfriend.


Was Having a Bad Day...

like really bad morning... so I flopped back into bed, then Cooks woke me up to this

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Im gonna marry that girl.


Art is on hold for a bit, im not dead I promise. or im trying to not be dead, more like. Where we are living isnt working out all that well and we are scrambeling to get our own place or just be ok. so we might be back to living in the car or couch surfing with friends, since we flat broke and cooks hasnt even recieved her first paycheck.

im trying to find the energy to make anything but its just not coming, general life bullshit keeps dragging me in a nasty little depression pit. im struggling to crawl back out and get to work, but not gonna lie, it might be a minute.


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